Wednesday 12 May 2010

12/05

"IN MY HEART, FJ"

5 years ago, today we became friends... without seeing what future had for us... We just slipped into each other heart every single minutes we spend together... We spend much time together to even understand each other feelings without even saying it... We become best friends to be on each other side to go through this wonderful life together... and to built good memories at possible time we have....


Today, it is our special day, for me and the man of my life, Faliq Joe... Being 60 months together, nothing as simple as ABC or 123... We been through a lot, there are tears shed, there are wound to be heal.... But at the end of the day... we are happy to say... I LOVE U! We still can say that we mean it and say it from the bottom of heart...

But this year, it is way way different for us, Being away for 8 months from him, this year anniversary is just like normal day for us... nothing much we can do... But, we planed to have our special day "doubling" with his special day..... As for the moment, we just spend wonderful time "skyping"... It was okay... But nothing is more wonderful than this,


"FJ 4 EVA"

While skyping with him, he stealed some of the time to sketch this for me.... :)

But nothing is much more wonderful than what happened few days after our anniversary... when..... MY "ME TO U" arrived on my target! A few days before our anniversary, I cheated some of my revision time, to sent him a small package consisting of few small gifts, to replace my presence... for the mean time... :)

HAPPY 5th Anniversary to the MAN OF MY LIFE, FALIQ JOE!

I love u sooo much and I really crazily missing u very bad....

Thank you for the wonderful years being with you. There is nothing much I would love to be in this world, than to be with u. There are some things that are meant to be forgotten and just let the wonderful memories live its soul within us. I would like to thank you for giving me the chances which I should not even deserved it and yet u still standing there hoping for the best. Thank you for letting me to be who I am around u.

Every step I take,
Every breath I inhaled,

Every beautiful sights I seen,

Every sound I heard,

I never missed to be reminded of u.

Because, every second without u, my mind just shut off and projecting a good picture of u.

How can I not miss u, when my heart beats with ur name...


I will give my best to love u and care about u. This is not my promise, this is my duty.. as ur lover. My love for u never dry out and here I am still standing to be loved and to love...


Thank you sayang.... I love u...

Friday 7 May 2010

Countdown... but things aint right....

This few days.. things are getting messier... i am confused... with things u do n said.... ummm...
the words below is how i feel right now.... :(