I am on my bed now.. its 10 mins before 1 in the morning.. n yet im still wide awake...
I had a bad dream the last few days... I guess thats what bothering me now.. n my eyes just reluctant to shut.. umm... i know its just a dream.... hopefully it is...
A special friend of my mine told me about a video in the you tube... which can motivates people to go further and be successful in the future... well... those kind of things... it doesnt work for me... its not that i am a such "rebellious" or perhaps an egoist person.. its just that.. ol my life... this two decades... i always know what i want.. n i will go great distance to achieve it... i always been knowing what my heart says... i really do.. its not all about the confidence... or demanding person.. but its just that.... i know what i want... and i know how to get it.
simple example,
if u do actually go with me to shop for clothes... u will soo suprise how i buy my clothes... if i like.. i will buy it.. without testing it on... same like pants... i know that is the style i want and thats my size... so i dont actually bother to try it on before cashing it...
the only thing that can stop me from all this is my beloved people... im just weak by them... they are my weaknesses... they are my legs to stand.. but they are also my head to think about it... i just can go anything in this world can offer but... they are there to say if its wrong....
I had a bad dream the last few days... I guess thats what bothering me now.. n my eyes just reluctant to shut.. umm... i know its just a dream.... hopefully it is...
A special friend of my mine told me about a video in the you tube... which can motivates people to go further and be successful in the future... well... those kind of things... it doesnt work for me... its not that i am a such "rebellious" or perhaps an egoist person.. its just that.. ol my life... this two decades... i always know what i want.. n i will go great distance to achieve it... i always been knowing what my heart says... i really do.. its not all about the confidence... or demanding person.. but its just that.... i know what i want... and i know how to get it.
simple example,
if u do actually go with me to shop for clothes... u will soo suprise how i buy my clothes... if i like.. i will buy it.. without testing it on... same like pants... i know that is the style i want and thats my size... so i dont actually bother to try it on before cashing it...
the only thing that can stop me from all this is my beloved people... im just weak by them... they are my weaknesses... they are my legs to stand.. but they are also my head to think about it... i just can go anything in this world can offer but... they are there to say if its wrong....
